Want to f*** my sister
I never felt sexually attracted to my sister growing up. She is only 1 year older. When were young i have memories of her telling me to lay down, she would them unzip my pants, pull down my underwear and squeeze my p****/testicles. She called it playing doctor. I remembet liking it back then but i realized when i think about these events in the present i get extremely aroused. I think this is because she kinda introduced me to sexual feelings in a way, so i associate them with her. I cannot hide though that i still find her to be very sexually attractive in the present ( large b****** and very full butt) I can not help but be aroused. I obviously never wanted her to know that she turned me on.. she did find out though which was the most embarrassing day of my life. I literally got a 100% full erection sitting next to her at the beach. There was really nothing i could do at that point but look down and try to make it go away. She did see it after a few mins and she tried to act normal but ended up laughing just out of emberassment i guess. Many of my friends over the years have also been sexually attracted to my sister (they would talk and joke directly to me about her b******, ass, p****, etc all the time).. and i think that kept me associating her with sexual acts. On top of that two of my really good friends had s** with my sister and i she didnt know that i knew. My friends thought i was p***** but it gives me a b**** thinking of her p**** getting f*****.