S** with stepbrother
I am 19 and my stepbrother is 17 we have known each other for about 6 or 7 years now. My mom and his dad got married and I have 2 other brothers. Me and let's say his name is jake have always been having a different connection. It all started when I was about 16 and he was 15, we would watch tv together and he would start to hold my hand, later in the night we started to kiss, then after a while we started making out every night. One night we were on the couch making out he was on top of me and while we were making out he decided to skip his hand down my pants and for the first time started to finger me. So now, at night we made out and he fingered me and started to eat me out. Starting when I was 18 and he was 16 he started sleeping in my bed, just watching tv. One night When everyone was asleep we decided to have s**. So from than to now I am 19 he is 17 we have been having s**, making out, holding hands, ect.. He recently went back to school and had been acting different. But we still had s** a day before I found out he has a new girlfriend. It's been a day since I found out and all I want to do is cry. I don't know how to get my mind off of jake. We tell eachother we love eachother every night but then I find this out. I am so confused and don't know what to do anymore. I feel worthless, sad, angry, and used. What should I do, he knows I'm not happy anymore. I just want this depressed feeling out of me.