H******* Teen but self esteem issues
I'm only a fifteen year old girl, but I m********* everday. On the internet I've seen people say masturbation is perfectly normal, but at this age I can't help feel like it's wrong. While I'm doing it's great, but it's like I'm a whole different person, and most of the time I end up feeling ashamed. My mum and one of my best friends know I m********* but no one else. At my age especially for girls, I think it's frowned upon (or i get that feeling at least) and I think my other friends would be disgusted. I have watched p*** and sent nudes, I do not to either of these a lot but I still feel grossed out about myself, because not many others my age have done the same. Normally I am quite nerdy (not slutty) girl so this would be considered out of my character. I heard a boy in my year say he hadn't even watched p***, and it makes me feel gross. I know at least one of the boys in my year have sent nudes etc, but I don't think any of the girls like me have. Help.