Having s** with married man
I have been dating my boyfriend for about 6 years. Things had been going great, but things started to get difficult.... I went for work in another country and there I met him. We were colleagues at work and he became instantly attracted to me. I was resisting at firs, and all the time we were working there nothing happen. But than, we got back home in our native country. We became very close and I knew that he had a family, a wife and a two year old daughter. He was the type of man that cheated on his wife all the time, and that did not bother me, since i wasn't the one married to him. We started seeing each other on regular bases. We would make out few times, but most of the times was just talking and him confessing his love for me. I am not dumb, I knew that it was to get me into bed, or should I say the back seat of his car.... But since things changed with my boyfriend, I needed that attention and I liked his company. He lives in another city.
One night, soon after I came home, I was out with friends and I got filthy drunk. We were chatting constantly, and I invited him to come over to the club where me and my friends were. He said he would, and he came with a friend. We were both really drunk, we were talking in the club, but it was really loud, and so we went out to "talk" (since I could not kiss him in front of my friends). We went a bit further from the club, started making out passionately and he started to touch my body. Oh my god! I got wet in that second, right there on the street where we were kissing. He started going with his hands all over my body, and than he went into my pants where he started fingering my p**** and kissing me on the neck. I thought that I was going to explode. I got really turned on, so I started to touch him, and put my hand in his pants. His c*** was hard, and he started to moan. We both got really excited, and he told me to go into his car. We went there, he drove a bit further and we went in the back seat. We started touching each other, and he pulled down my pants and gave me the best oral s** I have ever had. He licked my p**** that was dripping wet, while touching my b******. He got so hard that he pulled down his pants and started f****** me right there in the back seat of his car. First he put his c*** slowly in my p****, but i was really wet, so he started going deeper. He was smiling at me. I moaned, and grabbed his ass, and so he put his c*** really deep in me. He started going slow, while licking my nipples, and grabbing my ass. Than he started going really fast and deep and I got more and more turned on. Than he sat and told me to come on top of him. I got there and we f***** for a while, me on top of him. He was a great lover and a loud moaner, something that I never knew i liked. He was screaming my name, pulling me closer, grabbing my ass while f******. I think that it was the best s** I ever had. I came few times. He came on top of me. We got dressed, picked up his friend, he left me home and than he went home with his wife. I Know that he is married, and that did not bother, me, we saw each other few more times and f***** like crazy. The best s** I ever had!
The problem is, the things I thought he was telling me just to get me into bed, turned out to be true. He is starting to get really jealous when I see my boyfriend and have s** with him. One time he confessed me that he stopped f****** his wife, because he could not stop think about me. I think I am in big s***, because now he wants me to leave my boyfriend and he wants to leave his wife, and although the s** is amazing, I love my boyfriend and could never leave him. But the s** is so amazing, and I don't want to give up a c*** like that. Don't know what to do, why couldn't we just f*** like crazy and go on with our lives. Thoughts?