Cry = h****
This is February and back in the beginning of October. My ex made it clear that he was not interested in continuing our marriage. I was very upset and for two months had two moods, constant uncontrollable crying and then very h****. Finally that subsided and I felt better. For the last two months, I have been living back at my childhood home and have not had an emotional upset or self manipulated(not h****). Tonight, I had a minor irritation that triggered an emotional upset and after that, I became very h**** and self manipulated. I just realized correlation and am slightly concerned although humored.