S** with my best friend
After kissing my best friend, i confessed to him that Ive liked him for a long time. He didnt return my feelings. Instead of moving on I spend all day daydreaming about kissing and touching him in ways that I didn't consider until after he rejected me. Every time I'm near him by body goes beserk, when he touches me I get excited. I don't want a relationship, I just want passion from him. I dream about his hand on my neck, how my body would bend under him. But i don't let him know, I can't let anyone know how desperate I am for him.