Strip club bathroom
So I'm at a strip club taking a p*** after a few beers. I'm a little drunk and I look over and there's an older black guy, maybe 50, I'm 34, and he's also p******. I just saw him getting a lap dance and I notice his c*** is massive. I keep looking at it out of the corner of my eye but I'm not gay. He looks over and laughs and says guys look at his c*** at the urinal all the time. So he asks if I want to j*** off with him in one of the disgusting bathroom stalls. I say no. He opens the stall door and says come on, it's no big deal. I go in, no idea why, heart beating out of my chest. He pulls his huge c*** out and starts jerking. I do nothing and he reaches over and puts my hand on his c*** and does a jerking motion. I keep jerking his d***. He laughs and puts his massive hand on my shoulder and moves me to my knees. He then backs me slowly to the side of the stall. He then puts one hand on the top of the stall and with the other he eases his c*** into my mouth. After about a minute of f****** my mouth, he starts to c** and it surprises me. The first couple of shots I had no choice but to swallow. I then pull his c*** out of my mouth but he keeps c******, on my face and shirt and tie. He then finishes, puts his c*** away and leaves the club.
I saw him a few times after that and each time he follows me into the bathroom. He always says we've already done this once, so what's the harm in continuing. I have blown him three more times. I feel dirty and excited at the same time. I have a fiancé and she's beautiful. I don't know if I should just keep this a secret or tell her? I'm afraid he'll tell someone if I stop.