I as me and him as he...loving to be
I must love him deeply. I have never had these feelings. It is a constant battle over who touches who and I don't know what the right move is. I am dead inside a lot...but he evokes in me a constant wanting for something better than what has been. I know things I don't want to. A curse? Blessing? He's abused by her every day and it makes him shut down to anything new and good. She wants to f*** his soul up...but he doesnt get it.