My boyfriend and I haven't had s** since October 2015. We've been so busy with school and work and our families that when we do have time to see eachother it rarely involves s**. He is helping supporting his mom and Family (dad passed away) and I don't want to have s** at with his mom in the next room. I take care of my father who is sick with dementia and there's no way I can leave her and he too doesn't want to have s** with me with my dad in the other room. I love him so much and really want to express to him how I feel regularly but we can't and it's been 4 years of this! There's no way I can get married to him because I can't leave my dad and he keeps insisting I move in with him but I don't want to live with his mom. I have fantasies of having s** with other men that are not tied to their moms like he is.