When I was about 10 years old, me and my older sister were invited to a sleepover with my mother's boss son and nephew, before that, we went to universal studios to just have fun and spend time together because the last time we saw each other was when we were toddlers. However, I'm scared of heights so I didn't sit on any rides during the whole time except maybe one or two, but they were kiddy rides- which probably made me look like a f****** loser. Anyways, to the main point. I had a crush on my mother's boss nephew because he was good looking and sporty and he has a cute smile. ( yes, I'm sorry but I do kinda judge a book by it's cover ) Back then, I was pretty active too as I play netball three times a week and I was representing the school, but my sister, Sarah, also had a crush on him. The same time as me. I'm always the quieter one and my sister the more confident and open person, she was also skinnier and prettier than me, Sarah has always been the girlier one and she just gentle and s*** like that. I'm the uglier sister ( haha ) , and since I was sporty during that time, I was rougher, even the way I dress was kind of boyish. So we were just talking about out childhood crush about a week ago and we both just sort of mentioned the same guy, which was kinda awkward but we tried to open up to each other. So remember I mentioned that we both liked the same guy at the same time? Yeah, apparently her primary school friend privately messaged the guy on Facebook asking him if he had a crush on Sarah, and he said yes... When my sister told me that, I was literally crushed inside. I mean, I don't see him that way anymore, but just to hear that my crush liked my sister back really hurt me. I felt like I wasted all those time thinking about him... I felt so embarrassed and s***, I didn't even want to talk about it anymore !