My husband has s** with my mother I had s** with his father too
Me husband and i have been together for 6 years and married for 5 months we have 2 sons age 5 and 3 months. A couple of years back his father started hitting on me, i told my husband what i suspected and avoided his father for a while. But eventually I began to get interested..long story short we ended up sleeping together multiple times and I loved it so much. Now dont get me wrong i love my husband very much and treat him amazingly and although i felt guilty i never told him for fear of loosing him. Fast forward a couple years we ended up living with my mother for a few years, she recently passed away A month ago i miss her very much. In the past my husband has expressed his fantasies about my mother and i never chastised him for it because i know i slept with his father, we would talk about while we had s** the thought turned me on but we never took it any farther. Well last night during s** my husband confessed to me that he slept with her multiple times, I laughed of course he was confused eventually i told him about his father and I. Afterwards we had dirty passionate s** and both enjoyed the fact that we had been intimate with our in-laws. Ok well heres i my issue although im not st all upset at my husband i have alot of mixed emotions from guilt, to relief, disgust ,and anger. Also its upsetting to learn this about my mother so soon after loosing her.... I think our relationship is ok im just worried we are two sick twisted individuals. I was secertly wishing they would have s** together to help relieve my guilt, I did know they had sexual dicussions but had no clue it went so far. Its just that now i don't know how to feel and im also worried about ny husbands relationship with his father, im thinking maybe i shouldn't have told him yet. Also we admitted to other infidelity before we got married, i cheated in college when we fist got together and he a stripper at my brothers bachelor party a year ago. Im wondering if what we did maybe isnt so horrible since none of this happened while we were married...at least he says he stopped a bit before the wedding also i was pregnant while they were doing it.