S**. Started having s** early
I Started having s** early , and since then even though I have had one 30-year relationship, I have slept with over 100 men. I can't actually specify how many because I can't even bring myself to count and I'm afraid it may be over 200. I feel like this number is way beyond my years... or to be honest, any ones. I have considered being addicted to s**, but I feel it may be more of an addiction to 'closeness'. To have someone want me, hold me and make me feel like I belong. But don't get me wrong... I don't go home and cry myself to sleep out of regret. Most of them I actually am still on speaking terms with, and I genuinely like them as people. (Yes, I regret a few of them from HS and from my college day's ) i live in the subareas i go to temple and no one know my past.