I love wanking
I love it so much that my wife and I barely have s**. When we do it's good and I don't have to think about anyone else like I've done with other women in the past. But now I just want dirty, hard f****** s** until I shoot my load. I also want female domination but I want to stay an Alpha with my wife so she can always feel protected and respect me. With ex-girlfriends, even though we'd have s** every day, I would still w*** 2 or 3 times myself.
A few months ago I f***** some prostitues. Which helped to dirty the dirty s** and femdom off my mind as they did all the things I liked but now I want it more. F****** a girl with dodgy English, hitting me, shouting at me, saying all sorts until I c** so hard is just mega.
Not sure how to change things up with the wife without losing alpha status.