Let's just get drunk.

I love getting drunk and having s**.

I think Im afraid of commitment. A guy I used to date years ago, who is very cute and I kind have a little crush on, said something about how he might have to date me again, and I freaked out. I didn't know what to say. I just changed the subject, and pretended I didn't hear him.

The last guy I dated wanted to celebrate our anniversaries and talk about our feelings. Way too emotional for me.

The first guy I ever loved I made break up with me because I was afraid to be with him forever. Sometimes I think I still love him though.

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  • You seem afraid of intimacy and commitment. You might want to think about the reasons for that and get help, if needed.

    As a recovering alcoholic, I'd advise you to watch out for the booze. It can creep into your life habitually, stay for years. wreck your life, and make you severely depressed down the road, once you see how many regrets you have accumulated.

    As for the s**, the risks are obvious, but know that other alcoholics who are also destroying their lives will use you sexually, if you stay attracted to those variables in tandem. Those dynamics are not conducive to personal growth, self-esteem, and positive relationships. If you continue that route, you will only end up hating yourself.

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