Im addicted to s**
I'm addicted to s**. I think it is because it's all I knew when I was 10-15 my dad sexually abused me and made me watch p*** with him. I think that is why I feel like I need it all the time. It's all I think about I'm always fantasizing and I even dissociate about it when I can't get to it. I don't prostitue but I'm in a relationship and want it from him all the time. He o****** fast and I never get as much as I want. Like I want to have s** more than once. And everyday . And I want it to be rough. I have cheated 3x because of it. Am I the only one battling this?