H*** outta Dodge
I want so badly to leave. Just to pick up & go, no looking back. I have two young sons, and they are the loves of my life, and I don't want to leave them, I wouldn't trade them for anything, I'd die for them...but at the same time I wish I weren't tied down. I feel like an awful mother for that. I never thought that I'd be single again, with 2 children, before 30. I never thought I'd want to travel, want to see things, want to just get out of this black hole I live in. There's no medium; there's nothing I can do. There's absolutely nowhere I can go. I need a change, but all I have is the hole I'm slipping further into.