I'm a 36 years old single man from a European country. Only a therapist could help me find out why I'm so deeply into incest. Maybe I was abused, maybe I’m just a perv, maybe I’m just diabolical. In August 2016, I was drinking heavily and one night I started chatting on IRC---, Undernet, chatrooms like Dad&DaughterSex, OlderforYounger etc. I'm not even into my family, I like other people's incest, or maybe the idea of incest—I don’t know. In those chatrooms, there are many damaged girls, pervs etc. I have always tried to help those who were forced, raped or ‘tricked’ into s** when they were too young to understand what was really going on—the damaged ones. I tell them that if their fathers started that stuff when they were very, very little and now they say that they like it, well, they should run away and seek help. But I also liked—really liked—chatting with girls who liked telling people how they were able to seduce their dads, or how they both started together their incestuous relationship, and it didn’t really matter if they had actually done that or they were just telling me their fantasies.
Well, one night I was chatting with a girl who wanted her dad but couldn’t do anything. So, I asked her if she'd like me to talk her dad into ‘having fun’ with her. She said yes and called her dad. I chatted with him for a while, and it wasn't hard at all. I asked them to keep chatting while—you know. Well, English is not even my mother language but I was successful 13 times out of 16. The youngest girl I ‘helped’ with her dad was 14, the oldest 19, most of them from United States. I also helped 19 girls to seduce their bffs’ dads or adult neighbors and 5 women to seduce teen neighbors. God, I really liked the shivering, the danger itself, but I was able to quit my 'hobby' a few months ago. Nevertheless, I’m still into incest (that’s why I found this website): I know it’s wrong but I can’t help it. I still chat with girls and women about their experiences. Only recently I realized that I was feeling truly and deeply guilty for what I did to those innocent girls. I may have ruined their lives. I know that some of them were probably girls or men and women pretending to be girls, people that were just creating an elaborate roleplay with my help. But if only one third of them were actual girls whom I actually ‘helped’, that means I’m responsible for at least 4 incestuous relationships and 8 younger-older relationships. None of these people still chat, or they changed their nicknames, and I wasn’t able to keep in touch with them. Now I wish I could tell each one of them that what I did, even though they wanted to, is wrong and that I'm truly, deeply sorry.
It’s unlikely, but if any of those fathers, daughters, women read this, please let me know that—as far as possible—you are doing fine. To all those who might want to comment in order to ask details for their masturbation sessions, don’t bother: I won’t answer. Any other kinds of comments are welcome.