I am 16 and I am planning on killing myself
I am so f****** tired of living a double life, I am sick of faking being happy when all I can think about is how much I want to end it all.
there is no future for me, I suck a school and I'm not good at socializing, all I do is isolate myself. I cannot talk to parents because they both have a short fuse and end up scolding me for being sad.
I don't feel like I have anything left to live for, I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm numb.
I want to love myself but I lock myself in the bathroom and cut my thighs, scrape my knuckles, choke myself and starve myself.
I plan on killing myself by jumping from a bridge, around winter time
I want to control something in my life