I wish I had a d***
I'm female, 24 years old, and heterosexual. I'm in a relationship with a boyfriend of 6 years, and we plan on getting engaged next Autumn. Ever since i was a kid, I've wanted a p****. I don't know why, or how this weird thought popped into my head. All i remember is wishing i had a d***, from the time i was 9, up to now.
When i was a child, around 11 years old, i used to take cotton out of my pillow and stuff it into my pants. In order to pretend i had a d***, in the comfort of my room. I would pretend to m********* with it, and hump my bed sheets. I stopped doing this when i was 15, but the thought of having a c*** of my own has never left my mind.
I often find myself fantasizing about doming my boyfriend in the bedroom, or taking turns. The only kind of p*** i watch is male on male or s******, because it's what i get off on best. Can anyone relate with me? Is this in any way normal, or do i need to seek professional help?