S** for ladies
Society tells us that women should not like s**. The fact that I love s** somehow makes me a w**** or a s*** in the eyes of many. I had my first sexual encounter when I was 12 years old. I played I guess doctor of that is what you call it with the neighbor kid. He was 14 years old and I let him stick his fingers in me while I rubbed his p****. I cold not believe how good it felt having someone elses fingers inside me. I lost my virginity that same summer to the same boy when we took things a little further and I let him penetrate me. It was awkward and neither one of us had an o*****. Then again he only pumped me a few times and pulled out because we were scared I would get pregnant just by him sticking it in me. Later on I asked my mom if I could get on birth control. She obviously flipped out telling me I was too young to have s**, but she gave in and took me to the clinic. After I got on the pill I started having s** with not only my neighbor but other boys who lived in the same area. I had s** with a lot of guys before I even graduated high school but college was the ultimate s** experience. It wasn't until then when I had my first g******* having s** with 5 guys at once. I also had my first lesbian experience in college. Older guy, yep in college. S** in public, again in college. Now I'm graduate with a BA law and I have a boyfriend who just proposed to me. I said yes but I don't think I can marry him. The thought of having s** with only one guy for the rest of my life is terrifying. He is a great guy and he is great in bed. I just don't know if I can do this.