after two years of being miserable over some guy i finally found one i can honestly like
but he is so serious. i try to make him laugh..nothing. im goofy and he isnt
s** is so routine and mechanic. he wants it to be quiet and wants to lay on the other side of the bed when its over
im trying to break him. he poses a challenge for me. i don't know if he likes me or not, but i like pushing him in ways so i can see his softer side.
but im leaving for school in 3 days. back to college atmosphere and everything
will i ever be able to be happyy with someone