This is my brain on P***
When it comes to p***, I have a love/hate relationship with it. On one hand, I love masturbating to p***. I releases tension and stress out out of my day. At the same time, I hate the fact that it's ruining not only my mind, body, and spirit, but it's nearly ruining my life. Back then I watch p*** just for hot girls. Then years gone by, things escalate as I started to get aroused by some weird s***. I couldn't tell you the things I'd fap to. I'd fap to things that question my sexuality. I'd fap to things that question my morality. And I'd fap to things that question my humanity. Day after day, I started to develop into an addiction.
It started warp my perspective on people especially women. I became a pervert. I groped 5 women's a**** while at the swimming at both a pool and waterpark. I almost had a lawsuit. I went to the dressing room and tried out women panties and start to j*** off. This was when I was young and stupid, but that's no excuse for my actions. I regret those moments since then, and wish I can turn back time for me to do things differently. I have low self-esteem, I'm balding, I'm having memory loss. Sometimes I wish to never look at p*** for as long as I live. I don't know if this helps, but take my advice. Don't let p********** control your life.