I thought about his brother while we had s**.
When we have s** he ALWAYS has his eyes closed. ALWAYS.
I can only assume he is thinking of someone else.
This time he actually turned his head away from me and closed his eyes.
I would have just stopped but it had been 3 weeks since we were intimate.
It was selfish but I wanted to "get off".
So looking down at him lokking at the wall so I closed my eyes and thought about his younger brother.
Now I feel weird being around him.
It was killing me....
I had to get it off my chest.