i wonder, but can't bring myself to really care.

I compare the guys I have slept with to each other. The first one was my first love, and although I don't need or want him anymore, I know I will never get "over" him. The seccond one I look back on with a certain regret, but I know if he came along again I would make the same mistake, and the third one is new, so I can't really know what I think of the poor guy.
I know i think that i am better than the first two. I know that i look back on them, and if i was honest with myself, i know that i would swear that they were lucky to have me, not the other way around. Is that sick? I wonder, but i can't bring myself to really care.
The third one...is diferent...at least so far.

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