Scared of a*** from the guy I love
I'm a young gay guy 18 only 5 feet tall and very my body is very slim. I've only been with 2 guys in my life. Their c**** were small like mine only 5 inches. I sucked them but I am an a*** virgin.
I was homeless when I met this very hot guy who has been very good to me and dating me for a month now. I moved in with him the first night. I love him.
My problem is he is huge. 10 inches at least and very thick. I struggle to get his c*** in my mouth to give him head. He is very rough and I will always suck him willingly but he really forces me blow him.
Last night he forced me again to deep throat him. I resisted for a minute then he slapped me hard and said "Suck it c***". I couldn't breath and he is really hurting me again. Now he said he wants my ass. He is obsessed with taking my a*** cherry.
When we are not in bed, he treats me like gold and is very loving. But in bed he abuses me and hurts me.
I am so scared of him f****** me. He doesn't want to use lub and said I'll enjoy more.
His c*** is too big for my ass. But if I don't give in I think he will rape.