Confused from gay o*****
I'm a 20 years old Male and until Last Saturday night a virgin.
That might two guy I know came over to drink. They got me really drunk at I couldn't even stand. I don't know how or why it happened as they are not gay. But they put me on my bed, stripped me lubricated my ass and both took turns ass f****** me. They both lasted a long time and came in me.
They also videoed the whole thing, I never once said stop I was two drunk.
They kept forcing me to drink and then and hour later force me to blow them and swallow. They kept hitting and slapping me until I did it.
I known they raped me anally and orally. I feel so hurt they did this, but during the both ass f******* I got hard and came. Not just a little, but the most intense and best o***** of my life.
I also got hard while blowing them.
I am so disgusted with myself that I came that way. Why did I get hard from forced a*** rape? Why did i c** so hard and why did it feel so good?
I must be gay, I keep think about it and getting hard. I guess thet sensed I was gay and rapping me is what I deserve.