Daddy's sissy son.
20 years ago when I was 8, and dad was 29 my mother died. A few weeks later my Father started using me sexually. I was an young female looking boy. He made me wear girls clothes and grow my hair long. If a resisted he hit me until I gave in.
By 9 he had taken my ass virginity. And I was living like a girl. I had to pee sitting down. I came to see myself as a girl because i had no choice. And by 12 i surrendered completely and was giving him oral s** when he wanted.
At 18, he said I needed t***. I knew if I didn't agree he would beat me. I lied to the doctor and let them give me t***.
I'm 28 now, and live full time as a woman. My life is spent, giving him my body. The only way I can c** is by being ass f*****. I can only get hard when he slaps me and forces me.
I'm so f***** up, I want to leave but I want my Father to rape me that the only time I'm sexually satisfied.