What to be gang raped over ten years and sent home walking naked

I have for a long time wanted to be kidnapped,and gang raped and be raped around the clock . I want my throat , ass and p**** used and filled around the clock. I would want it to continue for ten years and maybe longer ,I wouldn't fight but let everyone have their fun with me. Filling my p****,ass and stomach with their sperm and then inviting more men to use me .I think that would be so hot to know that I had it done and hopefully would be so f***** up that my mind would would shute down for good and I would then sign my body over to them and if they want sell me as a s** slave , that's something I think would be fun