I was in India on vacation and proposed to my fiancée. However, she had to leave one day before me for work. That final day, I’m with my guide and he takes me without telling to a massage parlour. I should have walked away, however I hoped maybe I could get a normal massage. Of course the massage was a teasing handjob, then the masseuse asks “booja”? I have no idea what that means so I say ok. So now I’m getting a b****** from a masseuse the day after I preposed. Should I have put a stop to it? Yes. Did I? No. Needless to say that is going in the vault. Am I a w****? Well since we’ve been dating I’ve had s** in China multiple times, the US, and received countless handjobs. She is aware of the China incidents - and forgave me somehow. But this is a step too far.