High s** drive
Since at a young age younger than five, I would m********* a lot. Not as weird as like in public or anything like that but, I did a lot. It wasn’t till recently Did I question why. It is common for a person to have a high s** drive if they where sexually molested. We have a survival instinct to bury a tragedy deep inside us to the point that we are convinced it never happened. I kept thinking and I remember, before I was five not really sure of time frame I just know it had to be before I was five because my mom divorced my biological father before then. My father used to m********* in front of me all the time. Weird thing to remember at such a young age. I don’t think it was anything more than that. But like I said we built walls starting as kids. It took me this long for me to realize this. Maybe there is no reason for me to be this way. But to m********* at such a young age was that normal? Does everyone feel that way before they are five. Do people have high s** drives for no reason at all?