My cousin raped me
About a year ago, I was sexually assaulted by my cousin. I have 6 male cousins by the same mother and father and they came over for Christmas, they live in Nevada and we live in California so they obviously stayed a few nights, and at the time I was 13 and I am now 14 im homeschooled and have been since third grade so I don't really pick up on sexual signs. it was the second night they were staying and they were leaving the next day, so we all decided to pull an allnighter, my dad is really REALLY overprotective so he never let us do fun things like this, I was very excited to be able to do this with my cousins and i have always hung out and clicked with guys more even strangers so my friendliness gets taken the wrong way most of the time (it makes having guy friend a lot harder) and I hope you guys know I never asked him to advance on me. but as I said before I have 6 male cousins and im going to name them.
(The oldest is a girl, and that's the seventh.) Jessica-24(dead committed suicide)
Noah-20(single, unemployed)Kaleb-19(gay, in a relationship, has a nice job)Trevor-17(the one that assaulted me, single, does drugs)Aaron-14(single, unemployed, does drugs, lazy)Bradon-11, Hunter-6.
and btw they all vape except for the two last ones and they all play football for the Nevada wolves. so back to the story lol sorry it's kinda long but anyway...when we decided on the movies and all-nighter I went upstairs to change into something more comfortable, but you remember how I said i am homeschooled and no one in my family has ever acted like this to me, so what I picked to wear was a pair of black gym booty shorts and a hoodie but I don't normally wear shirts under them....so I didn't put one on, and I grabbed my blanket that I had got for Christmas from my dad and ran downstairs found a spot on the couch and we started to look at movies and then Trevor walked in and sat right next to me I thought nothing of it because we were cousins and i cuddle with my twin sister all the time. but as the movie progressed he got touchy and I was trying to ignore t and play games on my phone but my heart was racing and my breath was heavy and I think he picked up on that so he went further. and he started playing with my hand and touching me with his other hand but I was paralyzed and shocked bc im a very kinda sheltered by my parents and the fact that im homeschooled so I was crazy shocked just sitting there and my mind was going crazy because I think i liked it even if I don't want to admit that I do because I know its very wrong but soon his hand slipped down my shorts and found some very sensitive spots...but then he had my hand and was trying to get me to touch him in is area, I was terrified and the main things going on in my mind where "he's my cousin I can't do this" and "I HAVE to get up and stop this" but he stuck a finger inside and I moaned and squirmed but the movie volume was up and it was dark nobody could see what was going on. I tried to scooch away from him and i pulled my hand away but he was WAYYYY stronger than me (he is a football player and has been in wrestling for 8 years) and I know that that was not an excuse, and I was wrong and many people will tell me that I should have let him F**k me but that's just not right and incest is illegal so people should probably not say things like that but I also know that everyone has their own opinion so yeah that's my story and he kept going but I still don't feel comfortable saying that and I haven't told anyone and i also haven't seen him since but he's going to turn 18 and hang out here more so im sure there will be more things and ill have to deal with them but it feels nice to be able to say this.
(please go easy on me in the comments bc I've seen awful comments on some stories like mine and that's not fair to tell these girls to just put up with this kind of stuff and these boys are wrong)