Cheated with my ex husband and shockingly my boyfriend isn't mad
Last weekend my new boyfriend and I had to attend a wedding. I made sure to let him know my ex husband would be there and he didn't have to go if it made him uncomfortable. He said it wasn't a problem for him and he wanted to go. Everything was going well until my ex husband walked up and introduced his new girlfriend . I immediately started feeling jealous of her. She was not only very pretty but obviously younger than me too. As the night went on and the more I had to drink the more I found myself watching my ex. When I saw him going down the stairway to the restrooms I followed. I found myself waiting outside of the restroom and when he came out I just went right up to him and started kissing him. A few minutes later I was looking at myself in the mirror, bent over the sink in the men's room getting f***** from behind by him. When it was over I was immediately filled with regret, not because the s** wasn't hot because it was but because I had never cheated before. Now here I am having to face my boyfriend after having just been f***** by my ex husband . By the time we got home I felt so bad I just spilled my guts and told my boyfriend everything. He was very quiet then said " its ok , you just got caught up in the moment . I'm not mad, lets forget it even happened. " I know this sounds terrible but now I feel like my boyfriend should have been at least a little upset. Its like he has no self respect and don't know if I even want to be with him now.