Straight......c** eater

I’ve eaten my c** a few times. Just what I can get on my finger while c****** so I don’t lose interest. In the shower I like to lube up my butt hole and flick it with my finger as if it were a tongue while I stroke like crazy, then shoot my load into my hand and rub it all over my hole, I want to c** right into my mouth but I have facial hair and that clean up sounds like a sad time, I’ve propped myself up once or twice but misjudged the angle and didn’t c** very much into my mouth. Since doing this I’ve gotten urges for seeing really hard c**** on the web. And at my most turned on I think about sucking c*** and getting a hot load in my mouth, but I really don’t want to share in a man,