Kinky Adictive personality

I think I was born weird.

Pre puberty I was weird. I used to wear baby's plastic pants as undies. Right against my skin. I used to wear girls tights under my jeans. i'm a guy in case you didn't realise it. Some time around 12 I bought a girls leotard and I would wear that also under my clothes. I also liked really tight underclothes. I used to get my younger brothers singlets and underpants and wear them.

Now I wasn't abused except if you are anti corporal punishment. My dad did cane me on my backside but it was always for something I had done really wrong. Like me and some friends when I was 11 were throwing rocks over peoples back fences from a park. We landed some on roofs and broke a window. The police turned up at my house and I confessed and dad assured them he would punish me. And he did. I was screaming and the bruises lasted for several weeks. But no feelings that it was abuse. So I don't think that caused my kinkiness or addictive characteristics.

What else?

I had a fascination with bed wetting. When I went to other kids houses, I would secretly check their beds for plastic sheets and their cupboards and draws for plastic pants. This was the late 60's and into the 70's. I used to get really excited and jealous when I would find evidence.

I was secretly envious of these kids. This was baby boomer era and there were a lot of kids in our suburb. We played a lot together and were on the whole pretty free range. We often would arrange sleepovers and sometimes dad's would put up tents in back yards and we would all come over with sleeping bags and have a camp out. For me these were the opportunities to see these kids in their diapers and plastic pants.

As I got into my teen years and entered puberty, I realised I also was aroused by power and pain. I was sent to a private all boys high school. Not good for developing social skills. Girls were an anathema to me. Still managed to meet them through friends. But learned that girls more than boys were under stricter parental control. I enjoyed their restrictions. Several girls were only allowed to wear dresses and skirts for example.

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