Totally f*** from gay s** with stepson

I'm totally f***** now. A month ago I got drunk and I came on to my 16 year old stepson John while my wife was away for the weekend.

My wife doesn't know I crossdress and am a sissy bottom. She has a very low s** drive. Twice a year is all she wants. On business trips I get to dress and let young guys f*** and c** in my ass.

John said, Dude I only do girls. Your f****** sick.

I started to cry and said I'll be a girl for you. I went to the basement and dressed in my secret sissy stash. 15 minutes later I went to his room and opened the door. John was on under the sheet with no shirt on. He looked me up and down and said, your a sexy b**** come here. He pulled back the sheet and was naked and rock hard. I know you crossdress now I'm going to f*** your ass until Sunday when mom comes home.

Long story short he made love to me all weekend, I was in heaven. John's c*** is huge 10 inches at least. And he lasts and lasts. His c*** hit my prostate every time and made me c** from a***. It was a dream come true. For the first time in my life I was sexually satisfied.

I told him, I was his now. I'll be a complete b**** for him. He said Yes you will be. Now suck me and swallow. I did.

But now it's a nightmare, he demands s** every night and oral with me dressed up. After his mother goes to sleep he comes to my room. My wife and I have separate bedrooms.

Then he f**** me crossdressed. It doesn't even feel good anymore he tries to hurt me. He is raping several times a day. He makes me sleep crossdressed and comes back in the morning and basically rapes my mouth.

John wants me to dress up anytime his mother goes out. Last week I was almost caught, he had just c** in my ass and his mother came home.

I tried to stop him, but he laughed and said, F*** You B****, I'm underage and you'll go to jail. Now bend over I'm f****** your boypussy.

I'm so f*****. What was marvelous beautiful s** is now daily agony. I want to die. The worst part is the hard he f**** me the hard I c**. I passed out last night from my o******.

I want him to love and cherish me and treat me like the girl I am inside.