Why do I man s**!?
I am a married professional man. I have a wonderful relationship with my wife but every other month or so I crave s** with a man. The craving is so strong, I try to fight if but after a while it seems to consume me. I always eventually give in to the desire. It is rarely (sometimes it is amazing) a good as the fantasy and I know it will probably be disappointing but I still give in. In the moment it is hot but I always feel tremendous guilt afterwards and swear I will never do it again, but I always give in.