18 year old girl terrified of s**...

I was raped by my babysitters boyfriend at 6 years old and I am terrified of s**...I've been close to having s** at 16 but I cried and said I couldn't do it. I want a relationship so bad but I have so much anxiety about it, I feel so hopeless and ashamed. I see my friends who are a little younger than me with their bf's and I feel a lot of pressure and jealousy over it, I always have. I want to die so bad I can't take feeling this alone. I've turned down so many guys I just hate myself for it... :(

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  • My wife was up tight about s**. She never got into it. Frigid. Fearful. She felt duty bound. In the end she would lie spread eagle, dead fish. I would put on some lube and f*** her. She would like totally still and get it over with.

  • Have a relationship with no s**.

  • But you are supposed to be fuckked the day you were born with hole

  • Deal with it in whatever way makes sense to you. It’s not shameful or wrong. You were put in a terrible situation. You are strong. You got this.

  • Watch p***

  • Rape and consensual are different start slow and ease into it

  • Seek God.

  • Sounds like you need a shrink

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