Please stop using me as an outlet for all of your anger, your frustrations and grievances for your husband/my father. Please stop dumping all of your problems onto me whenever he p***** you off or whenever you argue.
I get it. You despise me because you see me as an extension of my father. You feel that the only way for me to redeem myself is to absorb your toxicity and negativity like a f****** sponge.
But I didn't choose to have him mas my father and I sure as s*** didn't choose you to be my f****** mother.
I wish you had aborted me. Neither of you were supposed to nor deserved to be parents.