If I had the b****, I'd cut my tongue off.
I've fantasized about cutting off my tongue so l can go mute for the rest of my life with a reason. I feel like I talk too much and am a burden to everyone. I'd wake up in the hospital, unable to speak, and after a few months or so in a psychiatric unit I'd restart school and I won't annoy anyone anymore with unnecessary words. Eventhough I had a history of self harm I don't think I have the b**** to actually do it. Maybe if I can get blackout drunk? Who knows.12 days