I suck at titling things!
I'm 18 living at home and doing my leaving cert on 5weeks,mum and I have not spoken in weeks firstly because she freaked at the fact I wanted to met my only friends who I'll not see agian untill mid June and secondly because I heard her on the phone to my aunt saying that she always sees the world through a childs eyes and that she doesn't care if I never talk to her! My exams are so near and I'm freaking out no one in the house cares and no one has asked how my study is going,I don't even think my mother knows what I want to do it college!!!, I feel so alone and I'm getting scared because I keep thinking of suicide, I dont want to die.....I just want to send out a drastic cry for help!!!!I hate my mother......and dad you really dont help!!!!