I think I'm a s** addict. I fall for any guy who passes by. I can't count how many b******* I've given in pickups and cars. I don't have any idea anymore of how many guys have screwed me. I don't want to know their names, it doesn't matter anymore. My last encounter was with a guy selling life insurance. What a total loser. But I sucked him off and spread my legs and let him f***.
I'm not 55 and lonely, I wasn't an abused child, I didn't grow up in a trailer park. I wasn't like this in high school or college. This is something that started when I got my first job out of college and joined this girl at a wine bar after work, where she went to get picked up and I let guys pick me up too. Any guy, as long as his d*** worked. I've been picked up by women too.