so f***** up...
i lost my virginity when i was twelve by a rapist. i was sexually abused by an aunt. i was physically abused by my dad. and an ex abused me in every way. i think im supposed to be abused. ii date a 19 year old who thinks i love him and i may be pregnant with his child. hes in the army and just got restationed in peurto rico. i'm messing around with another guy. i secretly have sexual contact with my bff who is also a girl. im a s** addict everyone i see down the street i want to f***. but at the same time everyone i have s** with i make sure the light remains off because i cry through the entire thing but im always the one to bring up fun time with the other person.
im so f***** up and i dont know how to get help because my parents dont know any of this