i love a little boy

I'm 19 (girl) and i love a 13 (boy).
i started babysitting him about 5 years go.
i and as time past we became friends.
and latly ... i have started to feel rather,strong and inaproate thing about him.
i want him.
and i feel disgusted about myself.

i tried to distanst us but it didnt work. i still feel for him .

he came to my place today, asking why i havent come to see him latly. i told him i was busy with school.

we hung out, talked , our convo turned to s**.
he brought it up.
he wanted to know things

like how to touch a b***. and if to bite a nipple. and if was ok to j****** more then once a day, or if his b**** would fall off if he tried.

a anwsered all of them.

and after he lift , i masterabated
then threw up
and cried

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  • Don't feel bad. At least you didn't take advantage of him! You can't help the way you feel but at least you're aware of the fact that it would be wrong to do anything with him at this time and didn't act on your desires.

  • If true...you should move away.

  • In China it is common that boys have older wifes... Maybe he acts older and you've developed this love?
    Apparently (considering his questions) he is very comfortable with you.. How wondeful is it that two people can be so open?! I know it is illegal to be with a boy of 13 so you'll have to wait... But you two can be close friends.
    Good luck.. Have fun... GM

  • It's one thing to have the urge to do disastrous things, it's another to carry it out. You still have the power to stop it from ever really happening, and be careful the you do. I suggest avoiding thinking about this stuff period. Put limits in your mind, boundaries for it to go to.

  • its not that bad really, the heart wants what the heart wants..just dont get caught

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