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Airing Out Some Dirty Laundry
Back in 2011, when the "Bootlicker Sibling" was married to his ex wife, they'd always fight. They lived with Mom and I at our old house and their room was above mine. I'd always hear him screaming and banging things around above me. On one particular day, when I was reading one of my novels, there was shouting like always and I heard a really sharp, loud earsplitting metallic bang. It rang my ears and I heard his ex wife screaming loudly. I thought, "It's just another day of them fighting but that noise sounded weird" and I just went back to my book.
Jump to a few months later and I needed to get something of mine out of the safe that's in the room in his closet. When I tried to open the safe, there was a bullet hole in it. I then put two and two together and turned out that he shot the safe with his gun in anger when he was fighting with his wife that particular day when I heard that sharp metallic bang. When I think about it, if he missed that safe, that bullet would of went through the floor and struck me since their room was above mine. My birth certificate was damaged by that bullet he shot through the safe.
To this day, he's still the same. Just because he has kids he thinks that he's bettered himself. He has not as a person. Serial killers, mass murderers and evil people have kids. But he still carries the same mindset and mentality and still has a capacity for impulsive violence, prejudiced, close minded, insecure, jealous, still lacks emotional intelligence. I don't think he's bettered himself or tried to change in regards. If I confront him with the way he's been acting towards me, especially stonewalling me for over a year now, he'll either make it that I'm at fault or lash out like what happened months ago when I asked him "Is everything all right?" Typical narcissistic behavior.
Because of the way he is, maybe that's why I try to steer clear and use him as an example of who I don't want to be like. Go the complete opposite direction that he does and how he acts. I'm not a violent person like he is, but I do still carry mental anger that I'm trying to work on, among other flaws that I have. Especially trying not to let these vile people live rent free in my head. I like to think that every past relationship and friends I have in the past that came and went, that I've learned something good from them and utilize that for my daily life. To this day, I'm still trying to learn new things and cut the bad habits I've used to do. I mean, if I can quit smoking ciggs after 18 years of smoking and become 9 years clean, I like to think that's something.
But a big part of me is that I hope him and his wife dies.
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