i HATE that you control me.
i HATE how i watch p*** to feel better, even though it always just makes me feel dirty, sleezy, and lonley.
i HATE how i can't make up my mind about what i want.
i HATE how i dont know where i want my life to go.
i HATE how i can't stop thinking about you.
i HATE how people have genuine eyes.
and i HATE that i have to depend on a website to get this out of my system because my friends wouldn't understand.