I'm not your average s***.
No one would think of me as a s***.
No one who just saw me. I don't dress like a s***. Or speak like a s***. In fact, I listen to music that would make your typical s**** cry for their mummy's.
I'm 15 for christs sake. I hate who I am and what I've done. But I like it too much.
Last year I cheated on my boyrfriend and had s** with my neighbour.
Look, me and, how about I call him -Fred- for now. Being my neighbour, Fred and I were always close. We've kinda always had this connection.
But wait, there's more.
So, this boyfriends and I, we had s** a few times too.
He thought he took my virginity.
No, I lost that at 13.
So after I broke up with my boyfriend, he still had no idea about the whole -13- thing or Fred.
A few months later, I got asked out by a guy younger than me, skinnier than me and a lot more immature than me. We pecked about twice in the whole 2 months that I pity dated him.
In those two months I had s** with another boy and made out + other stuff with my friend who happens to be a girl.
Look, if you saw me now, no one would expect it at all.
I look innocent.
Either innocent or -metalheady- if that's even a word.
The thing is, the first boyfriend found out.
So many people know now and lying is getting harder as it goes on.
School starts back in two days. Help?