my fiance annoys the crap out of me.
I've been with my now fiance for over 5 years now, and we're getting married this July. I'm only 20 years old. I've been cheating on him for a few months. It was all perfect at first because the other guy has a girlfriend, so it was just a friends with benefits type of thing. Now he's telling me he's going to break up with her. I don't want to get married, but it's pretty much unavoidable. My fiance annoys the crap out of me, and the other guy makes me feel wanted, sexy, and smart. I don't know if I should marry my fiance or just run away with my side dish. Both ideas terrify me.