I'm feeling hopeless and confused to the point where I've actually been questioning whether or not it is worth going on. I'm 21. I need a job. I need to make money so I can get out of my parents home. I'm not delusional and I'm willing to do the work. However, physically, I am not doing well and it has only been getting worse over the years. We... [more]
I've been dealing with mental health problems for many years, ever since I was 12. I've fought for so long to live and try to have a functional normal life, but it's just been so long. When people find out about my problems they say things like
"I'm so sorry" or
"Are you ok?" I just look at them and say the expected things
"I'm fine" "don't be... [more]
I keep finding... i look for it. Wierd incest bs. Wow its all over. Sick s***. I pray for thier bondage of sin to be lifted. Im sorry Lord i go there but these people need to be prayed for.
I cant get this out of my head.... icest is so wrong.. it is your own blood people... stop this sick insanity....
Lady’s if a guy at a gym would ask you to stand on his abs wile he did sit-ups would you ? Or if he asked to be your bozu ball would you ?
I cut myself. I've recently started to cut up the back of my hands when self-harming if I feel overwhelmed or my depression is particularly bad. I do it on my hands because I'm terrified that I'll cut an artery or something if I cut my legs or wrists, but then it's really hard to hide the marks of the healing cuts. I've tried to hide them by... [more]
I had to go to a funeral today for a client. I work with refugees who are resettled into the United States. She was from Congo. She had been raped and tortured during the conflict in Kivu and later gave birth to her baby in a refugee camp. During her abuse, her attackers used foreign objects that gave her an infection, which led to a rare from of... [more]
Fellas, idk about you, but I usually (99%) take a s*** before leaving my house. As part of my morning routine it usually is before my shower too.
So here is my confession, I ALWAYS without fail, clean the inside of my b*******. Like, either with... [more]
My life is empty , i feel myself internally empty, i don't have energy to do something even to something i like .
For example i like watching cartoons but i easily get bored .
When i hear music it does not affect me , if it ever did it would be for a liitle.
I can't stop the ''voices'' in my head tells me i am not good enough , i don't mean... [more]
It's weird, but I was working out at the gym this morning and had an o***** while doing leg lifts on this equipment called a captain's chair. What is strange is that I can hardly get off even when being intimate with my husband. My trainer was there and he asked whether everything was okay when I was... [more]
I'm a 13 year old boy with dark hair and glasses and all I want is for a girl to force feed and fatten me up until I'm 400 pounds.
I woke up last week and found this weird wart on my body, its furry and smells like popcorn. It's grown bigger since then, I'm worried that it could be alive. Should I see a doctor? I'm also worried that it will affect my conjoined twin.
I never stopped smoking. 1 pack a day. Now i'm six months pregnant. Everything seems OK, so I just keep smoking. My husband is also a heavy smoker and doesn't seem to mind. I'm also packing on the pounds--over 50 so far.. Really enjoying this preggo thing.
Hello, lately I've been confessing some stuff here about self-harm, well I'm still here and I just feel pretty hopeless.
I'm 16, and I've always been quite an emotional person, I don't really take things lightly that much that I think are important. For example, I am in a relationship with a girl, and I love her with my whole heart. She is... [more]
I am depressed for no reason. Only reasons I can think of are that I have a hard time socializing and am always miserable and cry when I am at school. Other than that I am well-liked by many, and grade point average of at least 4.00 and have a family that loves me a little too much. I have many fandoms that distract me for which I am greatful, but... [more]
Ok so there's a girl from the other side of the country who I'm friends with and she called me, she tried to jump off a roof, she is right now out and alone, and I was wording and speaking very carefully. She won't go home, because she's scared of everyone judging her and she won't go to her friend for the same reason. She is high and can barely... [more]
I was pretty good years ago managing my OCD and being assertive. The last two years, easy access to weed, losing my job and family issues... and self esteem deterioration has got me feeling like I'm not the same person anymore.
A girl got me motivated to make healthier choices... I wanted her to be proud of me and wanted her to adore me the way... [more]
You have no one to blame but yourself, for being a fat lazy piece of s***. You can't say you're healthy at 400 pounds. You look like the Michelin Man. Nobody at that weight is "healthy". Heart Disease- it comes from being morbidly obese. Good luck being happy with that. Oh, how about Type 2 diabetes?... [more]
I don't self-harm often, but when I do, my my does it have an effect. It's painful, of course, but when the blood is flowing there's really not much that can compare.
The adrenaline rush is incredible, it's like getting high. Sometimes I just sit back and revel in it, it always calms me down or brings me up if I'm feeling particularly depressed... [more]
Hi, I'm... let's say Bob, I can't think of a decent online name. Although I'm a girl. So, I just started a new school, a secondary school. It's the best school in the city, and you have to study loads to get in. I've been studying from year 2. (grade 2 to you Americans). And recently, the work at school is so hard and I can never seem to... [more]
My wife knows I have a fetish for watching her gain weight, and she is accepting and happy that I do.
But, she views this as a free ride to let go of her worry about how she looks and not fret. Which I sipport fully...
While I adore the 20 pounds she's gained over the past ten years I want and have always wanted her to put the... [more]
It's been over 5yrs since my diagnosis, 10yrs living with this thing but I'm still finding it difficult to understand the hows. How to live, work, enjoy life.
Each time I think I'm having a good streak or I'm making progress in comes the flares to knock me right back down again.
Every single day of my life is lived in pain but I try to... [more]
I eat gluten free chocolate chip cookies even though I don't have a gluten intolerance.
I know it's a bad idea, etc. But I LOVE the smell (maybe because my mom smoked?), and hey, I'm 52. Ithink I'm going to do it. I just ache to be able to smoke and inhale deeply. Crazy, no? But it looks so pleasurable.
Whenever I'm feeling particularly depressed or stressed out about things or just feeling down, I self-harm in an interesting way. The veins in my septum (the fleshy bits of the middle bit of your nose) are quite close to the surface and sometimes burst through the skin of their own accord if they get too hot.
When I self-harm, I don't cut... [more]