This is an example of a situation that happened yesterday. I was standing at the top of 5 stories of stairs with a friend. The railings were just metal posts, so you could sit down and slip through it and fall 5 stories. My first thought was: If I pushed So-And-So, they could die. I have the powder to kill them right now. All it would take is one... [more]
About 7 months ago, I was 1 year clean of self harm, but I started again because my depression returned. 3 months ago, I attempted suicide by overdosing on ibuprofen (you'd have to take around 150-some ibuprofen pills to actually kill yourself) at school in my bible classroom.
I just wanted to share this to get this off my chest. I don't want... [more]
I know weight is a touchy subject and that it can be damaging to have someone comment on it. Any size, really, but especially when one is overweight. However, is there a point where we just can't keep quiet? I am very sympathetic to the "fat-shaming" movement. Only because I get that we are all different shapes and sizes. When I see someone... [more]
My lovely wife is a gourmet cook, and since we got married 2 years ago, I have gained 37 pounds, as of yesterday. She seems to like my growing belly. Fortunately, she is also packing on the pounds--mainly in her hips and ass. She is looking better and better. She won't tell me how much she has gained, but I am guessing about 30 pounds. I'm so... [more]
A couple months ago I took my 13 yr old son to the doctor for a check up. The doctor told me he is under weight, but I don't consider 112lb to be dangerously thin. He told me I needed to make my son gain weight, it would be the best thing for him health wise, so hearing that I agree. Because any father would want the best for his children. I... [more]
I would've been one year clean of self harm but I couldn't repress my depression any longer
I'm feeling hopeless and confused to the point where I've actually been questioning whether or not it is worth going on. I'm 21. I need a job. I need to make money so I can get out of my parents home. I'm not delusional and I'm willing to do the work. However, physically, I am not doing well and it has only been getting worse over the years. We... [more]
I've been dealing with mental health problems for many years, ever since I was 12. I've fought for so long to live and try to have a functional normal life, but it's just been so long. When people find out about my problems they say things like
"I'm so sorry" or
"Are you ok?" I just look at them and say the expected things
"I'm fine" "don't be... [more]
I keep finding... i look for it. Wierd incest bs. Wow its all over. Sick s***. I pray for thier bondage of sin to be lifted. Im sorry Lord i go there but these people need to be prayed for.
I cant get this out of my head.... icest is so wrong.. it is your own blood people... stop this sick insanity....
Lady’s if a guy at a gym would ask you to stand on his abs wile he did sit-ups would you ? Or if he asked to be your bozu ball would you ?
I cut myself. I've recently started to cut up the back of my hands when self-harming if I feel overwhelmed or my depression is particularly bad. I do it on my hands because I'm terrified that I'll cut an artery or something if I cut my legs or wrists, but then it's really hard to hide the marks of the healing cuts. I've tried to hide them by... [more]
I had to go to a funeral today for a client. I work with refugees who are resettled into the United States. She was from Congo. She had been raped and tortured during the conflict in Kivu and later gave birth to her baby in a refugee camp. During her abuse, her attackers used foreign objects that gave her an infection, which led to a rare from of... [more]
Fellas, idk about you, but I usually (99%) take a s*** before leaving my house. As part of my morning routine it usually is before my shower too.
So here is my confession, I ALWAYS without fail, clean the inside of my b*******. Like, either with... [more]
My life is empty , i feel myself internally empty, i don't have energy to do something even to something i like .
For example i like watching cartoons but i easily get bored .
When i hear music it does not affect me , if it ever did it would be for a liitle.
I can't stop the ''voices'' in my head tells me i am not good enough , i don't mean... [more]
It's weird, but I was working out at the gym this morning and had an o***** while doing leg lifts on this equipment called a captain's chair. What is strange is that I can hardly get off even when being intimate with my husband. My trainer was there and he asked whether everything was okay when I was... [more]
I'm a 13 year old boy with dark hair and glasses and all I want is for a girl to force feed and fatten me up until I'm 400 pounds.
I woke up last week and found this weird wart on my body, its furry and smells like popcorn. It's grown bigger since then, I'm worried that it could be alive. Should I see a doctor? I'm also worried that it will affect my conjoined twin.
I never stopped smoking. 1 pack a day. Now i'm six months pregnant. Everything seems OK, so I just keep smoking. My husband is also a heavy smoker and doesn't seem to mind. I'm also packing on the pounds--over 50 so far.. Really enjoying this preggo thing.
Hello, lately I've been confessing some stuff here about self-harm, well I'm still here and I just feel pretty hopeless.
I'm 16, and I've always been quite an emotional person, I don't really take things lightly that much that I think are important. For example, I am in a relationship with a girl, and I love her with my whole heart. She is... [more]
I am depressed for no reason. Only reasons I can think of are that I have a hard time socializing and am always miserable and cry when I am at school. Other than that I am well-liked by many, and grade point average of at least 4.00 and have a family that loves me a little too much. I have many fandoms that distract me for which I am greatful, but... [more]
Ok so there's a girl from the other side of the country who I'm friends with and she called me, she tried to jump off a roof, she is right now out and alone, and I was wording and speaking very carefully. She won't go home, because she's scared of everyone judging her and she won't go to her friend for the same reason. She is high and can barely... [more]
I was pretty good years ago managing my OCD and being assertive. The last two years, easy access to weed, losing my job and family issues... and self esteem deterioration has got me feeling like I'm not the same person anymore.
A girl got me motivated to make healthier choices... I wanted her to be proud of me and wanted her to adore me the way... [more]
You have no one to blame but yourself, for being a fat lazy piece of s***. You can't say you're healthy at 400 pounds. You look like the Michelin Man. Nobody at that weight is "healthy". Heart Disease- it comes from being morbidly obese. Good luck being happy with that. Oh, how about Type 2 diabetes?... [more]
I don't self-harm often, but when I do, my my does it have an effect. It's painful, of course, but when the blood is flowing there's really not much that can compare.
The adrenaline rush is incredible, it's like getting high. Sometimes I just sit back and revel in it, it always calms me down or brings me up if I'm feeling particularly depressed... [more]