Posts tagged "Abuse"

Just shaved my pubes, gay fantasies growing stronger

Im a 29 year old man and my homosexual urges are getting so hard to contain. I juat shaved my crotch in she shower and my heart is beating out of my chest and my adrenaline is pumping. I've had these urges since I was a kid. When I was 18 I met a guy online who was going to lock my head and hands and feet in a dog mask and leather mitts and make... [more]

I have a love/hate relationship with my family

My family used to be horrible people. Drug and alcohol-abusing, physically abusing, mentally abusing, system-abusing, low-lifes. My home was a battlefield for 15+ years, now they're actually semi-normal. I'm not sure what changed them but I'm thankful they have. They have actually grew to be pretty normal/decent people in the last 5-6 years. I've... [more]

I need help..... probably

I must be completely f***** up in the head. I have never let anyone treat me like trash and I have never let anyone ever hit me. I am able to defend myself and I have in the past. But I have been dating this guy, he has been my friend for several years. I have dated him for a year and we never fought... [more]

Me and my mom disowned everything and our family

I confess that me and my mom were brought up in a cruel world , (1960’s) she lost her mom at the age of 5 years old and she was sexually abused in school and she was brought up by her loving grandparents, she called her grandpa daddy .
but her grandparents disowned the real father , in her teenage years she lost her grandpa , than last of all... [more]

I fear I’m going to H*** and I love it cause I’m not going alone

I confess that I’m going to h*** and I have no regrets about it , because I was informed in my dreams that it was not my fault that I am Damned to a eternity in limbo, it was the people that raised me in my childhood that are to blame for my damned life . I am not a nice guy no more , I am a F***ing... [more]

Scared of a*** from the guy I love

I'm a young gay guy 18 only 5 feet tall and very my body is very slim. I've only been with 2 guys in my life. Their c**** were small like mine only 5 inches. I sucked them but I am an a*** virgin.
I was homeless when I met this very hot guy who has... [more]

End of my rope again

I used to be really suicidal. i suffer from borderline personality disorder and i struggled with severe anxiety and depression for many years. im 26 and I still havent finished school, I have a huge bald spot, and my ex left me a year ago and got pregnant off some f******* literally 3 days after... [more]

That's all...I hope.

My friend Melanie and I started dating guys who are members of a...Gang, One week in they tell us we either have to initiate us or break up according to "The leader", I asked what was involved and he said I had to be "Jumped in", Thinking he meant that I would have to physically fight the other girls I was scared right away but I agreed and so did... [more]

Ashamed and Depressed

I'm lost. 21 years old with no idea how to get through life. I'm doing what I can but I'm still in limbo.
I had to move in with my boyfriend and his family because I was heavily neglected, sheltered, and abused by my own. I'm in a completely different city, state, and environment, leading a different life.
His mom drives me crazy. Seriously... [more]

Mother and daughter

I'm a 45 year old unmarried woman, and as far back a 3 years old my mother has been sexually abusing me.
My earliest memory was us showering together and us always being naked and Mom began always touching my body all over.
Most night we would be in bed after dinner watching TV. She would pull me into her lap facing her and kissing me while... [more]

I want my bf to hit me

Ok so I’m 15 years old (I’m turning 16 this year) and I got this bf who I been dating for almost 9 months, we really close and this is the first time I’m actually interested on someone. I usually don’t like being touch that much or I get tired of the other person in about a month so I break up with them but with him is different you know. Anyways... [more]

Abuse (I didn't do the abusing)

My mother moved out of her home and I was helping clean it up after she left. Yesterday I was alone looking for keepsakes that she may have overlooked.
I found a blue binder and started thumbing through it. I started reading a letter to her father who died maybe 19 or 20 years ago. It started out innocently enough aside from describing the... [more]

What is this website

Like seriously, I went through for about 5 minutes and I've seen pedofiles and incest, people into domestic abuse and their wives cheating on them. People who are into people suffering, like I understand the occasional weird fetish but not wearing used diapers where the p****. I'm starting to lose... [more]

The last thread is fraying (suicide thoughts)

I don't necessarily want to kill myself, but I want to die. I'm 28, a US Vet, disabled, PTSD, the works. Growing up I had no friends, until I got into high school. I had been bullied by everyone through elementary and middle school, that I either would've killed myself or shot up the school had I not changed high schools. After high school, I... [more]

Help my boyfriend verbally abuses me

My boyfriend thinks I’m cheating on him everyday and asks to smell my breath and check my knees, and he tracks me and yes I have lied to him but I have never cheated on him the things I have lied abt were small white lies he’s told me lies too like he said that he cheated on me to see if I would say I have (I haven’t ever) and we’ve been dating... [more]

Maybe the mods do lool at these?

Looking at all the sick stuff people write on this site,it makes you wonder if the mods ever vet it, I'm disgusted by the amount of kiddy fiddling stuff on here, incest, sexual abuse etc
Not to mention the belly sitters(weird or what)
So I in my boredom about a week ago,made a fake confession saying how I worked in a hospital as an orderly,and... [more]

Hate step daughter so much!

I confess I wish my husband would just get the dna test regarding his “eldest” daughter over & done with because I know for an absolute fact (as does he but only goes on & on about it when v drunk) that she’s not his child. He even knows who he’s very likely to be! I hate her she’s vile, she’s promiscuous at 13, lies, steal both from shops & from... [more]

My Mother is married to a lil bit that is my stepfather

I f****** hate how my mom is always working and i have to live with him all the time. He is a f****** fat ass piece of s*** in my life. My friends all hate him. He has ruined every single [more]

My Nana is abusive and I'm really tired of it

My nan has been abusive for a good majority of my life (I'd say since I was 6). Hair pulling, slapping, verbal abuse, emotional abuse..
She lunged at me with a knife in her hand once. She also enjoys cursing me and constantly telling me how much I'm going to suffer in h*** for being the way I... [more]

Belly Punching

I enjoy abusing my belly. I the belts tightly around my belly then take a broken brick and punch my stomach with it until there are welts and dark bruises all over then I readjust there belts and do it again. I love watching the bruises and feeling the pain for days.

I Don't Want to Care for My Father In His Old Age

I agreed to come live with my father and help him after my mother died. Now I'm so miserable I can't stand it. He's not a bad person; he never abused me or was cruel to me. He's not disabled or bedridden, doesn't require a nurse. He's just forgetful and can't drive at night. But I left home 15 years ago, left the State and never wanted to come... [more]

Looking for a relationship

I'm a guy that lives in Tn. and right now I'm kind of having a bad time with all of the abuse I have been suffering from lately, I won't get into details but I'm 35, White, Black hair, Brown eyes, about maybe 5 feet tall, I'll admit to you that I may not have much personality but I think we could be very compatible.

I took away my step brothers ability to start a family.

When we were teenagers, my mother remarried and in return I had a new step-brother. He was a older than me, and often vented his frustration on me verbally and sometimes physically.
I told our parents, but nobody did anything. I started asking my friends for help, and one day in school while he was picking on me my best friend then walked up to... [more]

Grand pa and the Chickens

I grew up on a farm in rural Alabama. It was my mom's family farm. My father had been killed in Vietnam when the helicopter he was piloting was hit by ground fire. He saved several injured men staying with it and ditching on the airbase tarmac. The impact broke his neck. So my mom pregnant with me loaded up her 66 Mustang convertible and drove us... [more]

Issues Getting Over an Ex

It's been a year since I broke it off with my abusive ex. They were manipulative in every sense you can think of. They were narcissistic to the point that they could do no harm or wrong. They had double standards. They tried isolating me from everyone I've known for years. They were jealous, yet had a wandering eye and kept pushing for an open... [more]

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