Posts tagged "Abuse"

[Trigger Warning] I dont think I can bring myself to care anymore

I hate this world. I don't like my family. They're so toxic, dysfunctional. If this is what family is, then I don't want it.
I'm tired. I'm tired of being scared not knowing when my stepmom is gonna hurt me. I'm tired of being insulted every time I do something. I'm tired of my family blaming me when my "parents" are fighting. I'm just so... [more]

My Best Friend

I'm not entirely sure what this feeling is, but I've decided to just label it as something of a platonic love for now. It's been a couple months since I met this girl, and every single day since then I've had this feeling for her. I had just gotten out of a rather toxic friendship with this guy, and I'd also just started a friendship with her. I... [more]

I think I might have been mentally abused

I think I was mentallyabused/emotionallyabused when I was younger from my mom and my stepfather. When I was five my mother tried to suffocate me with a pillow. Then made me promise not to tell. I then became a surrogate mom to my younger sibling. Any time i would start to show any emotion I was told to control it. So when combined with the fact I... [more]

Minor Form of Child Abuse

I think homeschooling your child is a minor form of child abuse.
My sister was home schooled for most of her life. For a few years she horse back rose almost every day and barely ever picked up a pencil. Not even an hour of school a week.
It hurt her a lot. She was isolated, missed out on doing so much, got a [more]

Update on my Boyfriend

Update: I posted on here last week about my bf who still loves his blankey and stuffed animal. My cousin, who’s an abuse councilor, says he’s a saint.
I love it when a man buys me dinner then goes home and pulls my hair as we do it, but that’s not who he is. Yesterday I was sleeping over at his house and when he was tucking us in, he wrapped... [more]

Family plaything.

I have been abused by multiple members of my family and none of them know about the other, Why does this keep happening to me. When I was 15 I hooked up with my first boyfriend and admitted to 3 of my cousins that it happened, Told them the story and that night my male cousin 17 snuck out of his bed and slid into my bed behind me, I pretended to... [more]

My dad mentally abuses me

I don't even know what to do anymore. My dad is always taking his anger out on me and I can't take it anymore. No matter what I do he finds a way to make me feel bad for doing anything. I can't tell him out I feel without him telling me that its life and I need to get over it, or if im just not feeling like myself he tells me to just go talk to my... [more]

Just want to get this off my chest, I guess

Hi.
I'm writing here, because my journal is packed for university, and I cannot dig it out of my boxes.
What I'm about to make is not really a confession - its something I want to get off my chest without having to tell my friends, without someone I know having leverage over me by knowing this small secret.
Before leaving to University, I... [more]

My friend is being abused by her family......

I'll try to be as detailed as possible.
My friend is being mentally and physically abused by her family. She is 15 and her little sister is only 6, both of them are going through a lot of torture.
We became friends 3 years ago. She was always happy, social, and a really friendly person. I never got a tiny hint of what she was going through... [more]

My girlfriend has a secret

We have all had fantasies that at some stage in our lives we could have never shared with anyone. A natural fear of judgment and hypothetical concerns of what others might think of us grips hold and forces us to shut our deep truths deep down in our minds...
until a quiet moment alone welcomes you once again and that taboo thought crosses your... [more]

If never seen my daddy

I've been talking to this guy. He is and 40 and I've never seen him he has a wide and kids and we have a bit of a age gap. We love 7 hrs away I ask him to show his face all the time and he wont. Last night he showed his d*** I wanted to sit on it and ride him so hard . He has a wide I've never seen... [more]

Ex wives punishment

I began to cheat on Kelly about a year after we got married.I dont know why I couldnt stay faithful to my wife,,we had an awesome s** life ,, When I saw a woman or even young girls something inside me made me go after them and f*** them .I never told my... [more]

I used to love you

I confess that I let you abuse me because you were my first boyfriend and I thought you could do no harm. You damaged me. And I allowed it. All in the name of love. I still haven't processed it. I still haven't told you. Instead, I broke up with you, for reasons you still don't know. You thought I was coming back, but I was trying to escape a bad... [more]

I Love Blonds So Much

19 year old male
I love blond girls so much. It makes me sad that it's rare for an adult female to have real blond hair. My crush from the internet (lives 20 minuets away and around the corner from my good friend) has beautiful blond hair and bright eyes, I'm tearing up a little because I'll never have her because she's a [more]

White society propaganda

Nope. whites say they made USA a country and everywhere they went beautiful. More like brainwashing, using, abusing, un-natural! Peace bye.

Dr weirdo creepers

Eric roberts plays this stalker doctor well. But every time I see those movies and he has played a few as dr beck it creeps me out in a unsavory way. Its because dr beck reminds me so much of my own specialist. I have never felt very comfortable around my specialist and I think he has a supportive side but there is something weird about him. I... [more]

I hate my wicked stepfather

I love with my mom, stepdad and two sisters. Usually,everyone thinks everything is fine. But our stepdad apparently only knows how to physically and mentally abuse my younger sister and i. He loves his child and everything is always about his child.I really don't know how my mother sees love in this man, but she says that she only wants to get us... [more]

Input and advice

I've been with my husband for 5 year married 1 year. After our first year together i had to have oral surgery due to being in a previous abusive relationship, the second year we brought a house and moved in together (his idea) in that 2nd year i noticed him becoming distant and the lack of sexual intimacy had faded yet i became pregnant, he was... [more]

Not sure what to call this. Let's go with "weird fantasy" I guess

I'm an adult man, and I want to have a little girl as kind of a living doll/robot. Not to have actual s** with, but to BE sort of sexual with, I guess? I would hand pick what I want her to wear from her closet, tell her how to do her hair for me. I would manipulate and play with her like a doll-- for... [more]

Cheating

That cheating is going to be the best f****** thing that I will do while in this s*** thing that I have been in with this guy Ive been with for a few years. I'm tired of the back and forth abuse verbally, mentally, and sometimes physically. He can... [more]

Killing Animals

I killed and abused some animals. It all started with a little bird I accidentaly shot with a pellet gun. I loaded the gun and pointed it up to see if it would work and when I pulled the trigger a little bird dropped out of the tree, dead.
The next one is horrendous... with cats, 4 cats to be exact.
So I was staying at my friend's house in... [more]

My Boyfriend Hates My Weight (Part 2)

A long time ago, I posted a story about my boyfriend, how he didn't want to have s** with me because he thought I was too fat, and how he enjoyed pointing out my insecurities because it made him feel better about himself.
I'm currently 5'5 and 140 pounds. I dumped him last week because my weight loss... [more]

Kinky Adictive personality

I think I was born weird.
Pre puberty I was weird. I used to wear baby's plastic pants as undies. Right against my skin. I used to wear girls tights under my jeans. i'm a guy in case you didn't realise it. Some time around 12 I bought a girls leotard and I would wear that also under my clothes. I also liked really tight underclothes. I... [more]

My upbringing as a young girl

I am a 58 year old mother of one daughter who is in her twenties. I know I have always been over-protective of her, even with her father and this has made my life more than difficult.
Why? because I was sexually abused as a child.
My dad always visited his disabled mother on Sundays, but my mum would stay at home and I would be dressed in my... [more]

News morons

The reporters on TV and radio really get on my nerves because they continually misuse and abuse the English language. The phrase they've been brutalizing most often of late is "increasing exponentially", when referring to corona cases and deaths. They think it's just an eloquent way of saying the numbers are getting larger. Which they are. But... [more]

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