Posts tagged "Abuse"

I crossdress and my wife knows

So how do you tell the girl you like that you like to wear panties?
I was dating this one girl and it was getting to the point were I should tell her I like thevfeel5 on nylon on my skin, to start with and see how it was going to go.
So I just told her I had to wear some panties when I was younger because ran out of underwear (it is true) since... [more]

Self destructive

I live in a toxic home. I was raised with my grandmother as my mom and my step grandfather as my dad. My dad recently got cancer a few years ago and afterwards, a bunch of family tragedies happened. My "dad" is so cruel and mean. He yells constantly, gets offended over anything, threatens to be physical, gets physical, and flaunts his high... [more]

Should I Leave Home Because of Abuse?

At this point, leaving home is completely justifiable because of abuse. It would be hard since I might have Covid (test coming back tomorrow) and am on a lot of medication which has agonizing withdraw.
I'm a 19 year old male. A hand full of times a year my father will put his crotch on my butt, and, or, put his hands on my hips and kiss me on... [more]

TW!!!! My confession as a broken teen

THIS IS NOT A WEIRD FANTASY MADE TO ENTERTAIN PEDOS!!!!!
TW ABUSE, DISORDERED EATING
I'm turning 14 in January, I've always been told that I'm too mature for my age though. It's probably because my childhood and innocence was stripped away from me due to trauma and horrible things, but that's a different story. Anyway, I have multiple kinks and... [more]

Party, Party, Party.

A couple friends and I go to this huge outdoor concert every year in a valley near by, Buddy borrows his dads huge toy hauler camper and we set up in the party zone and it is always a blast, lots of people just randomly come by and drink and so on, One thing we always do is bring Moly, Lots of Moly and we just slip it to whoever, This past year... [more]

I HATE MY NARCISSISTIC MOTHER

The older that I’m getting, the more and more I’m beginning to notice how jealous my mother is of me. She tries to copy me but belittles me. I remember I showed her a picture of myself performing in a different city and I was so excited and proud and all she did was make fun of the way my trousers looked. Every single birthday of mine since I was... [more]

Toxic

This is going to be a long post, so thank you in advance to those of you that take the time to read and respond. I'm not sure where to post this... but I have been holding onto this for a long time and I sure could use some emotional support.
For the past 2 years, I have been living with my boyfriend and his family, which is comprised of his... [more]

My other life

I wanted to confess at 8 years old while exploring as all kids do, I found myself in my Step Mothers bedroom staring in her top draw seeing the most amazing soft beautiful underwear for the first time remembering the feel of a slip night dress and petticoat & smell of perfume. From that moment from a tender age I loved underwear that has stayed... [more]

Worst thing I have ever done

Was in a relationship for 6 almost 7 years with my high school sweet heart. At first everything was like a fairy tale I never was the type of dude to fall in love. I was portrayed more as the confident individual party guy and flirtatious dude who spent hours in the gym looking good for myself but with a broken home wanting to be a better man than... [more]

I swear im having a Mental break

I live in a care home cause my parents didn't f****** love me and my mum abused me and tried to f****** kill me and my dad left so I wasn't in the best mental state and my social worker said coming here was the best option but since I came here... [more]

My horrible secret

I'm an eighteen year old girl with a horrible secret. I've never been able to tell anyone this, for reasons I'm sure everyone will understand. On the surface, I seem perfectly normal. I started college this fall, I work part-time, and so on. Problem is, I'm far from normal. In fact, I'm about as far from normal as it's possible to be.
Because... [more]

Sexual abuse

Not too long ago I had a dream where for a brief instant, I had seen myself as a child in pampers being held up in the air by my arms and having my genitilia suckled on. It was more of a quick glimpse and i was surrounded by over 4 men in my dream. I woke up feeling very sad and had tears in my eyes.
Truth is, at 3 years of age, i had been taken... [more]

I’m so sorry

*warning this is extremely awful* I am currently 14 and when I was 10 I let a dog lick my downstairs. I know. It’s completely horrible. It happened and I just brushed it off and forgot about it. Yesterday I came across a post talking about how awful it is to do that and then I remembered. I got the idea from the internet and I had no idea that it... [more]

I’m so sorry

*warning this is extremely awful* I am currently 14 and when I was 10 I let a dog lick my downstairs. I know. It’s completely horrible. It happened and I just brushed it off and forgot about it. Yesterday I came across a post talking about how awful it is to do that and then I remembered. I got the idea from the internet and I had no idea that it... [more]

My wife is destroying our family...

That recently, my wife said she wanted a trial seperation. In the span of a few days, she went from trial and staying at friend's place, to getting an apartment and contacting a divorce attorney, all without explaining why. We finally talked and she gave me hope that she is just going through stuff, she stopped talking to an attorney, she needs... [more]

My mother told me I should kill myself.

First, some context. I'm 13, I'm having family issues with my grandmother, which is causing everyone to freak out. My mother was already depressed and drunk alcohol, but now it's even worse. On top of all that, school is stressing everyone out, and Covid is making it even worse. I'm really sensitive both physically and emotionally. Recently, the... [more]

Good night Jenna.

Last night I was at a buddies house working on a car in the garage, We were having beers and I asked where his wife was, He shrugged and said "Who knows, Out with friends", I left it at that and when we were almost ready to go for a test drive his wife came stumbling into the garage somewhere around 2:00 am. I noticed almost immediately that she... [more]

[Trigger Warning] I dont think I can bring myself to care anymore

I hate this world. I don't like my family. They're so toxic, dysfunctional. If this is what family is, then I don't want it.
I'm tired. I'm tired of being scared not knowing when my stepmom is gonna hurt me. I'm tired of being insulted every time I do something. I'm tired of my family blaming me when my "parents" are fighting. I'm just so... [more]

My Best Friend

I'm not entirely sure what this feeling is, but I've decided to just label it as something of a platonic love for now. It's been a couple months since I met this girl, and every single day since then I've had this feeling for her. I had just gotten out of a rather toxic friendship with this guy, and I'd also just started a friendship with her. I... [more]

I think I might have been mentally abused

I think I was mentallyabused/emotionallyabused when I was younger from my mom and my stepfather. When I was five my mother tried to suffocate me with a pillow. Then made me promise not to tell. I then became a surrogate mom to my younger sibling. Any time i would start to show any emotion I was told to control it. So when combined with the fact I... [more]

Minor Form of Child Abuse

I think homeschooling your child is a minor form of child abuse.
My sister was home schooled for most of her life. For a few years she horse back rose almost every day and barely ever picked up a pencil. Not even an hour of school a week.
It hurt her a lot. She was isolated, missed out on doing so much, got a [more]

Update on my Boyfriend

Update: I posted on here last week about my bf who still loves his blankey and stuffed animal. My cousin, who’s an abuse councilor, says he’s a saint.
I love it when a man buys me dinner then goes home and pulls my hair as we do it, but that’s not who he is. Yesterday I was sleeping over at his house and when he was tucking us in, he wrapped... [more]

Family plaything.

I have been abused by multiple members of my family and none of them know about the other, Why does this keep happening to me. When I was 15 I hooked up with my first boyfriend and admitted to 3 of my cousins that it happened, Told them the story and that night my male cousin 17 snuck out of his bed and slid into my bed behind me, I pretended to... [more]

My dad mentally abuses me

I don't even know what to do anymore. My dad is always taking his anger out on me and I can't take it anymore. No matter what I do he finds a way to make me feel bad for doing anything. I can't tell him out I feel without him telling me that its life and I need to get over it, or if im just not feeling like myself he tells me to just go talk to my... [more]

Just want to get this off my chest, I guess

Hi.
I'm writing here, because my journal is packed for university, and I cannot dig it out of my boxes.
What I'm about to make is not really a confession - its something I want to get off my chest without having to tell my friends, without someone I know having leverage over me by knowing this small secret.
Before leaving to University, I... [more]

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